What have you lost, what are you grieving?
Ever marveled at the number of times you kiss THAT person? At getting to call THAT person at three in the night to say "I miss you!", knowing he'll get irritated and doing it anyway, knowing he'll be back to normal and in love with you on the phone the next morning? Ever stared at THAT person, admired him completely besotted and okay with being so and told him for the millionth time that you love him? Ever marveled at getting to do all of that with that person just because you can? Just because you're THAT person in his life who can?
I lost that. I'm grieving that. Ya well.. :-)
Ouch, that's a difficulty loss to bear.
ReplyDeleteThe good news is that you're still THAT person. I wish for you the arrival in your life of a new love, one who sees you for THAT person and adores you all the more for it. x